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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Nobody cares

Sometimes you feel like nobody cares about you.
The sky seems to crack and you can't find no way back...
Well, I want to share my experience.
As I said I am a normal girl: during high school I was a good student, I was pretty but not attractive, I used to have a quinte good life. I found a good job and I was quite appreciate from my collegues.
One day I start to put on weight...apparently it was just few kilos but after some tests I disco verde to have a thyroid disease. I start getting fatter and fatter and at the end I had over 20 Kgs (50 Lbs) on my body.
I couldn't recognize myself on the mirror, I was angry and a lot of people around me who suppose d to be friends left me alone. I felt angry for so many time...I was angry with the world, with my parents, friends, world...I was angry with myself!
Doctors said that thyroid was allright therefore there was no reason to getting fatter...but guest what? I was getting fatter...
The point is that I LOST so many time worrying about other people's judgment! I was not trying to love myself and the problem got bigger and bigger and bigger...!
Maybe you don't have weight problem but bullism, appearance, fear, ect. You can't find nobody who can listen to you...well this is the reason why Smileicious exist!
When you feel that nobody cares...well, I care!
I decided to help and share a smile with everybody!!!
The end of my story? Well, I have a wonderful husband who loves me just the way I am, I have wonderful friends who cares about my ideas and not about my body, I have a wonderful daughter who smiles at me just because I'm mummy!
Hey you, tell me about your sky crack and I'll hug you!
If the world s**k, just SMILE!

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